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October 17 詩篇一百二十五篇(上行之詩)
倚靠耶和華的人,好像錫安山,永不動搖.
眾山怎樣圍繞耶路撒冷,耶和華也照樣圍繞祂的百姓,從今時直到永遠.
惡人的杖不常落在義人的分上,免得義人伸手作惡.
耶和華啊,求祢善待那些為善,和心裡正直的人.
至於那偏行彎曲道路的人,耶和華必使他和作惡的人一同出去受刑.
願平安歸於以色列. Psalm 125They that trust in the Lord shall be as mout Zion, which cannot be removed, but abideth forever.
As the mountains are round about Jerusalem, so the Lord is round about his people from henceforth even for ever.
For the rod of the wicked shall not rest upon the lot of the righteous; lest the righteous put forth their hands unto iniquity.
Do good, O Lord, unto those that be good, and to them that are upright in their hearts.
As for such as turn aside unto their crooked ways, the Lord shall lead them forth with the workers of iniquity: But peace shall be upon Israel. October 08 兩年戰爭剛剛過去的10月2日-4日的讚美之泉巡迴音樂聚會裡,
第一次購買了讚美之泉的正版CD,
同時這個聚會也提醒了自己去回想兩年來的生活.
認識並接受神至今已經將近(或者超過)兩年的時間,
兩年來無論自己或冷淡或熱情,或蓬勃或沮喪,
一路以來神的恩典是從來沒有離開過我.
從拖欠房租到僅僅足夠,應付欠債,再慢慢有些許剩餘,
現在雖然仍然是在貧窮線上掙扎,但確知是在慢慢前行.
兩年不是一個很長的時間,但對我而言已經是有了夠多的轉變.
心態上的轉變尤其明顯,並非一般人所說的慢慢成熟,
而是如同雲霄飛車和股市行情一樣的上上下下.
從對神的熱切渴望到一點點的變得冷淡和無所謂,
某個時段更是把神的事情放逐海角,按照自己的意思而行.
神沒有離開,我的身邊依然有祂的看顧.
這兩年是一個人生經歷的戰爭,兩年後的今天,我暫時因祂宣告得勝.
幾十年的人生在人看來或許漫長無比,神的眼中卻不過一秒.
過去兩年的戰爭在我今後的一生同樣要不斷地經歷.
在世的信徒不是如此麼?我們無時無刻都在戰爭之中.
時而揹負著十架對著世界抗爭,時而也揹負著世界對著神辯解.
這不止是難以避免,可以說是根本無法避免的凡塵俗事.
而這一切神都看在眼裡,沒有我們知道而神不了解的事情.
在神選擇不顧一切地愛我們的時候,我們也需要做出一些選擇.
作為其子民的,是否也應該選擇更多地站在祂那一邊?
兩年來恩典滿路,對此我滿懷感恩.
儘管身邊仍有諸多不如意的事情,但這一切都在神的手中.
無論順利或不順利,如意或不如意,在神總有安排.
財務的問題,夫妻的交通和同心,教會的磨合,都交託於神.
願神更多地使用這個身體和心智,並照顧這人在未來的戰爭中得勝.
誠心所願.
August 28 雲32 - 教基督教裡很多規定和戒條,基督裡沒有不能做的事; 基督教裡有複雜的稱號和職位,基督裡只有一種稱呼; 基督教裡有很多不同的見解,基督裡見解統一; 基督教裡很多人對各版聖經各自解說,基督裡聖經不用解釋; 基督教裡有很多沒法解答的問題,基督裡沒有任何問題; 基督教裡無論是人還是教會都有距離,基督裡沒有任何距離; 基督教裡有內部和外部的爭論,基督裡不需要爭論; 基督教裡人與人之間的分歧難以解決,基督裡人與人沒有分歧; 基督教裡全都是罪人,基督裡沒有罪人; 基督教裡沒有一個是義人,基督裡全是因信稱義的義人. 自己想一下:要作基督徒,還是基督教徒. (以上"基督教"定義包括大公教以及新教各教派). August 10 白馬,轉身便是天堂沉澱世間的污泥,不是我飛昇的時候. 滿身的骯髒讓曾明澈的眼睛變成灰蒙蒙的玻璃. 看不清天上和地下,分不清地獄與天堂. 我是白馬,我失敗嗎? 懶得思慮的臉對著滿地飛灰的黃泥土, 天下尚有我奔馳的地方否? 恐懼飢餓的懼怕感往白馬的背上不住放上包裹. "背上它,你不能跑,但能夠過活." 責任的聲音如同鞭子不斷地抽打. 我是白馬,我能跑嗎? 渴望奔跑的白馬,不需要偽伯樂的多言. 不用為我評頭品足,我的牙口我自己知道. 向前慢步前進的同時,白馬也有自己的期望. 期望在轉身的時候,看到能自由奔跑的天堂. July 29 兩句話 Real driver knows exactly what's in his/her car. Also: Real person knows exactly what's in his/her life. July 27 TIME I'm always thinking, thinking of my time. What's the TIMES for me? And for what? For me to work, to renew, to rest and travel; to happy, to worry, to feel good or bad; to live, to die, or to be? When are they? And what will it be as soon as they came? It's just a question. No need to confuse. If there's not an answer, then go find another question. THIS is life, and this is all the times which has been organized. For the things we could never know, the only way to work them out is to finish everything beside our hands. Otherwise, how? Do you have a better idea? Doing something, no matter it's good or bad, it's always better than doing nothing but stay at one spot. Moving on to the better or worse half, that's what people did at their lives, so do I. Wait and see what will happen, That's all I got. Thank you, my Lord. 歌林多前書 一章二十一節 世人憑自己的智慧、既不認識神、神就樂意用人所當作愚拙的道理、拯救那些信的人．這就是神的智慧了。 (所以別以為神太忙,神不知道,祂甚麼都知道,任何時候都能"忙得過來",祂只是給你/妳機會信祂而已.) July 21 碎言 - 破雲一篇信箱裡27封未讀郵件,18封是廣告:色情,特賣,報稅,開單,辦證,發票,等等;7封來自台灣教會的見證分享;1封昨天發去諮詢保險的回信;1封自己發給自己的筆記. 巴士停在十字路口,目力所及的行人交通燈正從7開始倒數,在我看到它之前,它是在為誰閃爍? 提著兩個裝著不環保的白色泡沫飯盒的不環保的塑膠袋子在人行道上健步如飛,超越過了一個又一個的行人:我在他人的眼中是甚麼樣的東西? 我們都不知道迎面而來的那個人心中想要的是甚麼東西.如果不開口說,妳,你,還有你們,誰又會知道我想要甚麼? 除了畏高症候群患者,人類偏好高的地方,即使是一個膝蓋的高度都能讓某些人飄飄欲仙.當自己面對的人坐著而自己必須站著的時候,很多人都忘了這個高度的差距也是跟一個膝蓋的高度而已. 孤單的百年學院在雨中表達著百年的孤獨,其實Gabriel García Márquez錯了,孤獨又何止百年而已? 從一個多層大盒子的一個開口出來,打開一個小盒子的蓋子鑽進去;小盒子停在一片放滿類似的小盒子的大地上後,從剛剛打開的蓋子中出來,鑽進另外一個多層大盒子裡.8小時或10小時或12小時後,剛剛的一切如同倒帶一樣重複一遍.大部分人的一生就是如此地在各種各樣的盒子間進出,其中的意義和樂趣只有他們自己知道.正如老鼠自己知道爬完迷宮後獲得Cheese的意義一樣. 街道上來來往往的都是人,為了不同的目的通過不同的途徑在做著不同的努力.目標也許不一樣:為了錢財,妻房,兒女,理想,尊重,或生殖器,等等;但是因為有了目標,他們的努力無論能否得到所期待的效果,都會被某些人以某些方式歌誦.而努力的價值是否只是為了被歌誦就看努力者的心意到底如何了. "我們重視的不是結果,而是過程"時常出現在失敗者的口中,因為他們沒有可以誇耀的結果. 對於要10秒跑完1/4英里的高速跑車來說,最佳的搭檔並非希望和夢想,而是能夠爆發300匹馬力以上的引擎. 你可以把宣傳單撕爛,可以把郵件刪除,可以把牧師忽視,可以對教堂教會嗤之以鼻,可以用各種手法論證自己的驕傲,卻無法逃脫那一雙在你無法到達的高處中以慈愛來注視著你的眼睛. June 30 在公司發表的第一篇blog:送給萬惡的Rogers算你狠!
Modem壞掉都要我等三天,還不能在After Hour給我修.
平常上班時間我難道還特意請假在家等你老兄大駕?
開甚麼玩笑?
至少也要賠點錢吧,造成老子Canada Day沒網上的不便不用負責麼?
朋友,做生意是要有道德的. May 22 無題因為短暫,才會想要不朽.
因為卑微,才會想要權力.
因為軟弱,才會整天叫嚷:
"我們要掌握自己的命運,
我們要改變自己的命運."
命運是什麽？
你所能改變的和不能改變的,
你所能選擇的和不能選擇的,
都是命運. May 19 亂罵一通爲什麽要寫這個題目,我不知道,你知道?
因為有人心情不好的時候就能夠在公眾場合抒發自己"不高興"的情緒,所以亂罵一通有時候會被人驕傲地用來形容自己的行為.
但是夜路走多了總是會碰到鬼的,毒藥吃多了總是會死的.
你大爺的罵人家二大爺罵多了,遲早會讓人家二大爺給捅了的.
爲了反對而反對的反對意見聽來都是多餘,一點格調都沒有.因為看到種樹澆水就喊說不正義因為水貴用多了不環保,罵罵咧咧上街遊行還拖帶一群不明所以的圍觀群眾給自己壯聲勢,這種行為是腦殘還是智障?反對者是不是弱智到忘記了種樹者完全擁有說"老子種樹關你鳥事你丫滾一邊涼快去"的權利而完全不需要對任何人交代?
遊戲人間是一個個人的習慣,調戲當局者也是一個個人的愛好.
可是樂得忘形忽略了規則且自己在籃球賽中大腳射"籃"的時候,就不要抗議裁判把閣下丟下場去.
另外,也不用老拿好些年前一些行動跟自己一樣的腦殘被碾過腳背的事情來說事,誰讓你們不看車過馬路的?
給了一個範圍讓你們玩,那就好好地玩別想踩線.不自量力地試探對方的底線還擺出一副"你吹得我脹咩?"的死樣就不要怪人家反用一點手法來玩你一下.
不用說面對的是一群受過高等教育有良好素養和思想的高級知識份子,就是區區在下這樣的沒有讀過多少書的普通人都能想出超過30種方法玩得你們一輩子翻不了身,所以千萬不要以為人家"吹你唔脹",人家有的是"吹脹"你的辦法,只是看閣下有沒有達到一個需要人家親自下手來"吹"的程度而已.
社會就是這麼簡單,能活得下去就活活不下去就滾,沒有人要求過閣下盡忠地在一個"社會"生活,既然閣下不當權,也不需要閣下來擔心和干預社會的發展情況.一個個都是什麽才子,什麽家什麽學者,讀了這麼多書,"不在其位不謀其政"的道理還要我這種粗人來教你們麼?社會的東西一直是愛玩玩不玩滾,人家懶得理你的時候,就該學學什麽叫做"見好就收".少說也四五十歲了,死了就一輩子沒死就大半輩子的人這麼簡單的道理都不懂?
現在還在活躍的閒人們,如果有時間,請去去泰國旅遊一下,認識一下路上走的那種動物,這麼大年紀還在裝"不識相(象)"不是啥好玩的事情了. April 27 雲31 - 應該如何拖延日久的雲系列第三十一篇終於準備好要書寫,
世界的事情加上個人本性的懶惰,這一篇一拖就是幾個月.
總算是有一天賦閒在家也正好看到某些"新聞報導",頗有感慨.
打算打斷一下本來已經計畫好的雲系列話題,插播如此一篇.
沒有原計畫中那樣的學術性,但是社會感卻更有加強.
中外古今書籍都有提到人類熱愛追求公理公義公平公正,
而正因為如此世界從來沒少過爭鬥,皆因你我對正義的定義有爭議.
追溯中國辭源,公義非同於"正義"因為那是群眾對正義的解釋而非個人.
再加上現今社會所有事情都要聯繫上利益來討論,
公義就變為解釋"符合大多數人利益的取向,是正確的"之名詞.
掌控如此"公義"的人,卻偏偏是人群中的少數,並多有耳軟病.
儘管"民主社會"有各種各樣的方法和理由來勸說民眾其系統如何優秀.
貌似無人無物能出其右而創造更符合每個人思想的系統工具.
而現實是如何則是有目共睹,有限的人又如何創造無限的完美事物?
簡而言之這便是欺騙,只是看受騙對象是否樂於接受而已.
法律,某程度上代表了"公義"的存在.本質在於"平等,公正".
但無論在哪個社會,司法不妥和執法不公的現象總有出現.
有見及此,浮躁的人們就覺得可以開始鑽法律的空子,干預公正.
最簡單莫過於以"人情"打動跟法律同樣掌控公義的社會上層管理者.
而礙於面子和選票,管理者們總有各樣的"辦法"去處理,或稱"協調".
所以,在這樣的"人本"社會中,遵守法律並堅決執法反是不近人情了.
當管理者以其地位凌駕於法律公理之上時,沒人關心Fair與否的事情了.
而現實是當一人接受某個社會並在其中生活時,理當同時接受其法律.
有人說"我要種香蕉,但我不要它們長皮,因為香蕉皮阻礙我吃香蕉"的麼?
別忘記香蕉皮是保護你們最想要的香蕉的工具,替換到法律亦然.
不知道甚麼時候開始,"不人道"和"律法主義"的帽子很容易可以外送.
而"欺騙者","擾亂社會公德"的帽子也挺容易被歸還.
即使是教會之內,也有各持公理在互相爭執的情況出現.
所以人類還是不會有和平,因為善惡總在自我的心上,沒有交給神.
尤其是在爭論"神沒有明說"的事情時,這情況尤其突出尤其嚴重.
而甚麼是對甚麼又是錯?筆者不知道也無權說.
你們看過這篇文章後應該怎樣,我也不知道.
喜歡爭吵的繼續爭吵,喜歡弄權喜歡欺騙的,我阻止不了也不想阻止你們.
因為事實的真相我不知道,世界的公理也不在世界.
真正的公義自在神那裡,你我無權話應該. What Are You Waiting for?Before asking the question on the title, I will ask you another question: what are you expecting for?
Smart people would reply me with another question: From what? Or where? Or whom?
Right, so, what do you want in your life? And where are those things come from? That source is the answer for your question: From there! So you can answer me now, what are you expecting? People in different status would absolutely expecting different things, or I could say "treasures" for their lives. What is yours? Justices? Judgements? Wealth? Fair? Health? Or maybe .....
Look there're all simple stuff. Simple as a cup or drink in your fridge, or a pen and notebook on your table. Really simple things, but not really that simple to fullfill sometime. Kids sometimes angry about their mom or dad or somebody else did not prepare the right pen and notebook on their desks when they're really in hurry to write down something like their new friends' phone number. Also I also did not have a very good feeling sometimes if I wanna drink a coke but I got no cans in the fridge and no car to take me to the supermarket. People easy to get depress as soon as they donot fullfill their wishes at the time they just need them to be fullfill. "I just want.." is a commom phase in those people's mouth. You know what things really happen? Worse. There's no worst, but only worse. Because, you want them to be worse and worse untill you start to think: "okay, it's almost it, it's the worst situation I could even imagine, so stop it, let's have something better than that". I'm not such person who really care about "mind change people" or "people change mind". What I do care is that what could really happen after people take another look on stuff from the other side. Time goes around, things will happen again and again. Things that made people who in the past did and experienced at the old time will surely show up someday in front of you at nowaday. Things you're experiencing right now will also surely happen in someone else or maybe yourself in the future. But you could always have a "changing vision" to make everything doesn't seem to be that boring. Well, the only way to save yourself is to open your heart, take a look at the goods that God made for you. Then you would see what the really beautiful is, at the world or outside the world. There's no answer for the question on the title, or maybe there is one, or some, but I don't know. You go to find it out yourself. Take care, my friend. April 19 David Wilkerson: TEMPTING GOD?As Jesus stood at the highest point of the temple, Satan whispered to him, “Go ahead—jump! If you’re really God’s son, he’ll save you.”
“And [the devil] saith unto him, If thou be the Son of God, cast thyself down: for it is written, He shall give his angels charge concerning thee: and in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone” (Matthew 4:6).
Do you see Satan’s deviousness in this? He isolated a single promise from Scripture—and he tempted Jesus to cast his whole life upon it. He was suggesting, “You say God is with you. Well, show me the proof. Your Father has already allowed me to harass you. Where was his presence in that? You can prove he’s with you right now by jumping. If God is with you, he’ll provide a soft landing. Then you can base your confidence on that. If not, you might as well die rather than go on wondering if you’re on your own. You need a miracle to prove the Father is with you.”
How did Jesus respond? He stated, “It is written again, Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God” (Matthew 4:7). What exactly does Jesus mean here by “tempting God”?
Ancient Israel is an example. Ten times the Lord has proved himself faithful to the Israelites. God’s people received visible proof that their Lord was with them. Yet, every time, the people asked the same question: “Is God among us or not?” God calls this “tempting him.” Jesus uses this same phrase—“tempting God”—in his reply to Satan. What does this tell us? It shows us it is a grave sin to doubt God’s presence; we’re not to question whether he’s with us.
As with Israel, God has already given us an entire body of evidence. First, we have in his Word multiple promises of his closeness to us. Second, we have our own personal history with God—a testimony of his many past deliverances in our lives. Third, we have a Bible full of witnesses to God’s presence in past centuries.
The Bible is clear: We’re to walk with God by faith and not by sight. Otherwise, we’ll end up like faithless Israel. Posted by David Wilkerson April 17 願神祝福你們！昨天查了一下fido的帳單，好吧，200多的月費使用，其中160多都是我電話丟了的3天內消費的。
當時就是非常自然的“我頂你個肺，我穿你個胃，我頂到你xx又xx”升上心頭。
本來就不是什麽大富人家，戰你娘親撿到我電話還給我拼命打長途....
已經寫了mail去claim，明天……大概不行了，週一吧，打個電話給fido繼續申訴。
看看能不能把被盜用的費用爭取回來。
除此以外，
撿到我電話並肆意使用的朋友，無論你們是什麽種族，什麽信仰或者有沒有信仰，
我會向神禱告讓父神祝福你們，並且帶你們走向人生的正確道路。
我愛你們，願神祝福保佑你們。 April 16 新手機入手：W233簡直就是廢物自從上個星期六把一直被我輕視+無視的Z710i弄丟以後，直到今天才去了Fido弄了另外一台手機。 本來應該是很需要電話的幾天卻偏偏沒有電話，雖然心情有點受影響，但是因為也還不至於導致什麽嚴重的後果，只是帶來小小的不方便而已，這已經算是相當幸運的事情了。 今天去了fido，想要找Nokia的3500，可惜該店沒有貨，實在是懶得再到處去尋別的店或等到星期六星期天去買電話，所以就直接開了最不受歡迎的MOTO W233。 然後...我就知道它爲什麽不受歡迎了。 設置比E1麻煩，又沒有過往任何一款MOTO的便利性，連相機鏡頭都沒有，顯示色調也是非一般的破。 除了外觀尚算過得去以外，這個手機沒有任何值得誇獎的地方。 好吧，反正我在使用手提電話方面也是老人家的習慣：只要能打電話能發簡訊就好了，平常只有1/100000的機會會去擺弄手機的功能。 買它還有另外一個原因：便宜。雖然買了它我已經要花光所有的fido dollar還要貼14塊，但是已經是比所有別的電話款式都要便宜了。（如果是3500用光了我的fido dollar還要加100多塊）當然便宜的後果是續約2年，沒關係了，正如剛才所言，反正是老人家用電話的習慣，只是發簡訊聽電話罷了，湊合用吧。 April 04 公孫龍 - 白馬論“白馬非馬”，可乎？ |
Take the Breath on me.
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Apr. 24
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早上好~
Jan. 15
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Hi Just on my morning browse, thought I'd stop in and say a friendly hello. Take care stay blessed enjoy the rest of your week and have a blistful weekend.
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July 31
＂Yuˉβαo＂wrote:
也不知道留到这你能不能看到......
电脑那个东西- -! 等我家把这个房子卖了再买的时候
肯定从你那买噢..
May 25
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